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Tuesday, February 01, 2005

I learnt the virtue of being patience and caring and humble towards D.O.M (our humourous safety officer called it) today.
One of my D.O.M comes in into the class at about 5pm and he is toking none stop till 6pm and ALL those things that he had said is all REpeat of wat the rest(hell lot of trainers, forgotten) that had come earlier had said . It is like ..repeating and repeating...must wear covered shoes, scan yr card , ... blah ) .

I got a headache today because I am suffering torturing sea of humiliation that hammer me to the lowliness of the lowliness! I had never been so insulted by the training b4! Am I an idiot? They are kind of treating us small children and retarded....I think it's because they thought that this will make us feel so achieved and full of knowledge walking out of the room coz' we are able to understand throughly of wat they had said? Wat will u do when u MUSt listen to yr nagging mom, repeating the same rules and regulation ? Or your primary school and sec school principal and discipline mistress or master? Things that is fool- proof and common senses that i dun believe they are repeating to us again and again and again and they will try to rephase the same meaning again and again.... Are they toking to the sea of fools? I think is.

NO wonder my brain is degrading, coz when u reach working world ..... u are TOTALLY STOP BEEN USING YR BIG BRAIN AND WILL BE FORCED TO LEARN SOMETHING .........MIND-insulting( i can'r find the word) ...downgrading to A-B-C and the work is repetative . (Nw i appreciate the stimulating homeworks that our teachers and lecturers made us to do)

No wonder why Saudis fly jets into our skyscapers

I had never been so meekness in my attitude before...IF it's not because I am clutching my fists , massaging my head and bite my lip....I may do something out of the world.....such as grasping his neck .... " STOP IT ! U IRRITATING FLY....NO! FLIES ! MANY OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!" (joking.... )

I told the lady nex to me , " I feel like slapping his mouth." The lady roared ....mua hahahaha !

D.O.M = Dirty .Old .Man ( security officers in our company is all almost retired ex policeman, dutiful in yr work , still very alert.....and proactive ). On y our humourous said that I dun know..haha

In addition , I know why we have an obesity epidemic in developed world. Instead of trying to assuage their soul with something meaningful and significant, people seem to choose to satisfy it with refined white bread, pastry, cakes , sweets........... WE ARE ALL CARBOHYDRATE SLAVE.

Yes... I declared that I am a carbohydrate's slave. I am kind of addicted to it and I CAN't stop!
I ate only breads today ........refined bread! A cup of coffee (cost 10 cent) and Mc donald hot F ice cream. Go home ? Mom cooked white rice! Oily fried fish and oily vegetable! Argh!!!!
We are all surrounding by ever tempting carbo...rampant of gluttony
CArbohydrate gives instant gratification and temp fulfillment.

I dun know y that I am so turned off today ... maybe because I have not enough sleep ( i am having problem with sleep lag )I try to close my eyes and slumber to sleep but toss and turns. Look at the clock,every hour , it is 3am. Shit. The more you try to fall asleep the more worst it gets.

Finally about to doze off ...at 4am. And when u just dozed off the deep sleep, the clock screechong of the alarm ripped u out! It is 6.15am and i got to be dressed and eat a bit (bread with cream cheese again) . The whole day ..I just want to get a slip off of eyes-shutting moment but awoken by the people . CAn't u people just be mercy with a poor nite owl ( I am a nite owl now, my sleep had lagged from evening to the break morning then sleep)
I nd to adjust ! This explain y my mood is irritable, heart trumbling, carbo craving and getting a lot of typing now !

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MY GOOD MOOD COMES FROM MY NEW HAIRSTYLE
My hairstyle have transformed me magically and versatility in creating personality senses! Elevated!
But my mood is gd.. shop for some clothes(lobang again!) and read some magazines!
A new hair cut. A new swing with a lot of zest. A refreshment. A new beginning. everything looks so good. This hairstyle simply fit my character, now my hair full express my character and personality and vice versa! My hair with volume ....bounciful and shiny.....warm highlight but not so oblivious. Tied back my hair ... I look handsome-lish sporty and coolz...put it down to the front (esp curl up with wax).. i look girly and J-pop princess! (aaaa.... is it ? )
The thing that I discovered about local hairstylist and japanese hairstylist is that they are bold and daring in fashion expression . They dared to express options and dared to try out ( yesss... try me as lab mice la!)

I am going to eat my wholemeal bread spreaded with cheese cream again.

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